FEE-FI-FO-FARM

I am raving, hopping, farting, flapping mad now. I feel like throwing this laptop against the wall! I've been trying to submit my application since 9pm but i keep accidentally pressing the bloody arrow, which is kinda necessary since you use the arrows to correct typo errors while typing, right?!?! Everything I typed gets erased when the next page loads everytime i hit any arrow. RAWWWRR. And I need to see the page for instructions, so i can't exactly draft everything on MS Word first. Worse of all, inspiration only strikes once. It's supposed to impress.

Fuck. I hate that software they're using. Bloody baddot.com. This feels even worse than school projects because I really REALLY want this so bad! I've sweated buckets already. C'mon, perservere!! I would do anything to gain this sorta experience. Except, my resume is exceptionally barren. What are my chances, then? Depressing! Maybe i shouldn't have turned down the telemarketing job. Ifs, buts and maybes are such lethal conjunctions. Annoying.

Picnic @ Marina Barrage

Marina Barrage is such a pretty place, with fountains and everything. Go head down for some fun with your lovelies :) Especially if you're looking for girly fun! It was really scorching hot yesterday, though. So be prepared! Bring lots of H2O. Thanks girls, for all the FUN! And thanks for not liking the Perrier horr. LOL.

I'm so tired, came back at around 3 + this morning after Quantum of Solace with the family. I guess i'm not really used to going out at night. Heh. Makes me soo sleeepy. Rest of the weekend will be dedicated to catching up on current affairs... since I've been incredibly absorbed in my own little happy bubble anyways. I feel so out of touch.

You know what, at the end of the day, one can still end up falling into an interrupted lonely nap. I'll throw myself into drafting my resume soon. I have no idea how to start one. I really hope for that position, i even rejected the job (the one with the cute boss), just in case the editor calls me. Now, i can't help but think- what if she doesn't??? *worries* I can't ignore the niggling feeling of doubt and dissatisfaction at the back of my mind. Life has been goood. Yet, something's missing and I can't help but wonder... what?

Am i missing you, or something? Can that even be possible? Am i allowed to miss such a person anyway? Its really dangerous to count my chickens' chicks before the first batch of eggs are even laid. Ha ha. How incredibly foolish of moi. I can be taken in so damn quickly by certain people. Maybe they're just good at doing the things they do.

release, let go, emerge. OUT.

Sometimes we fail to recognize a companion; for a moment their identity ceases to exist, and thus we come to doubt our own. The effect is most acute in a couple, where our existance is given meaning by our perception of a lover, and theirs of us.

-Milan Kundera; Identity

THURSDAY;

haji lane, job interview, bugis

WEDNESDAY;

ramen ten, shopping, tcc, orchard, funan

I'd kiss ten thousand glass walls to watch Mariah live in concert!!!

TUESDAY;

Little India, chappatees, bangles, sweets, clarke quay, little Iman

Okay, this little boy here happens to be Farah's holiday job!
She babysits him. He's half malay, half cheena. But looks
1000% chinese. Cute? Errrrrr. LOL.
He hates me okay.
I guess babies are like dogs, they can sense fear.
Look, you see he "korek-korek" when he
take pic with me!

zZZzZZ

Omg i've been having a whole lot of lousy headaches which keeps me up at night and keeps me spinning in the day but still... I managed to trawl all over our sunny island like a hobo who stops at every starbucks/tcc/J.co for a drink.

Guess what, i'm pretty pleased bec i managed to find a job that pays relatively well :) Best part is i only have to work 4 hours a day!!! Meaning that maybe, i can still have time for internships. I'm so excited. It's all i've ever wanted to do; experiencing the publishing world. Lets hope the magazine calls me back. *prays*. I wanna share a very secretive secret with you all... I'M IN LOVE WITH THE BOSS! He is simply drop dead gorgeous in a dark, handsome way. *swoons. We talked abt ourselves during the interview and i'm gonna seduce him when he calls me back. LOL. Ok he's old but who cares. I guessed his age to be 34 and he whispered "nope, i'm older, but i'll let you in on a secret once i've shortlisted you..- *winks". Ok larr, i imagined the winking part. Hahaha. Just slap me. Gatal nak mampos.

LOOOONG picture post soon. I don't know what the hell i've been doing but i hear my account screaming to be topped up, and my tummy begging for a rest.

YOU GIRLS MUST SEE THIS!

The cutest, ever. If you like Jason Mraz, you'll love him more :D Was browsing through covers & found this precious vid. Suuuuper entertaining.

P/S: Do check out my friend's blogshop- http://xderniercri.livejournal.com/

Awesome stuff, i know it'll be (:

"special" days

I'm pretty immune to sucky birthdays cause I've always had them... with the exception of last year, which was so pleasantly nice! The yuckier my birth-day itself... the better the rest of my year gets. It's a wicked pattern in my life, so it better follow... because my 19th ytd sucked balls to no end that even i was a bit shocked by the intensity of suckiness. Can you believe that the old man who sat beside me on the train peed in his pants??? And i smelt it the moment it hit the air. Stormed off, at least 3 fucking cabins away. The smell will be ingrained in my mind forever. This, happened after a series of unfortunate events. I was ready to jump onto the mrt tracks myself but dying such a painful way would be an extra sucky way to eternal damnation so, I LIVED! I found a kitty cat who i was so sure is my soul-catmate (i just loved the way she looked at me and licked me) but i can't afford to spend over a thousand on a cat. Not now :( It'll be soon gone. Sigh. Like everything I've ever loved or liked or want so badly to keep... i'll never have.

The one I saw yesterday's a Birman and she kinda looks like this... Look at that adorable face! *coos and falls in love*

Presenting... Mijou, the baby Briman :D


Super awwww stuff. Sighhh.

I saw one that's all black, with greenish blue eyes- super sexy cat but I can't remember what breed. That cat cost more than 2 louis vuittons and a chloe put together.I like this Birman one better... it's really all in the face. I would have kissed it yesterday if the pet shop owner wasn't looking. Damn, i should have kissed it. Who knows, it could have turned into a prince.

Okay toodleyy, I'm looking forward to a much better year ahead!