My pretty girlfriends (:

RAMEN TEN, ON FRIDAY

Jana and the masterpiece.

Farah's sushi adventure- she's so "enjoying" raw fish. hahaa

Doinkdoink love.

Pretty Liana with her pretty blue drink!

Note to self: Don't wear this black thing again. Makes me look like black wall.

Desserts for the three lovelies :)

My goodness. Blogger is being painfully slow. So oh well, there's more but so far i only have the patience to upload these.

Had a nice time with the girls. Lunched at Ramen Ten. Don't know why but the food didn't taste quite as great as it did the last time. Service was pretty fast though. I like. Caught up and all. How i envy people who get to leave MI by choice. Radiance shines from within them, right Liana? It would have been a happier day if H1 Maths is non-existant and our only worry is our weight. Shopped after that. It wasn't very satisfying but it was okay. I found something i liked, at least.

Nevertheless, let's do this again, ok? Sentosa, girls? This time EVERYBODY must come :D Syarfa, Shafika, Maria... and anyone la okay! We'll have a picnic and nasi lemak will be banned. HAHA. Indeed. We'll organize, after the most dreaded paper of 2007 this 2nd Nov, okok?

And i want to go for a chalet. I've never slept over at one, but i think it's about time i try! Forget the dirty toilets, i want to do this!

what lies beneath

Introducing,

The one in pink feeds us kueh raya, pringles, donuts and all other snacks :D

Picture credits thanks to Nicole of course!

*Edited/

Yesterday was good fun (: You know guys, it may have been difficult, working together in harmony but i'm so gonna miss the constant sat meet ups when this is over. All the best to us!

/Farisha, Jack, Melvin and.. Nic too!
/SMU
/Donuts (from Farisha, she's so incredible sweet)
/Cathay
/Superbad
/Plaza Sing
/Candyfloss
/Creampuffs
/abdarAbdarABDAR :D

Went home grinning from ear to ear. Damn, my stomach was dead happy too- it danced. Totally. Belly danced!

fine fine.

Yes, i'm feeling FINE

F: Frantic
I: Irreverant
N: Neurotic
E: Exceptionally disgusted.

Damn. I'm tired of waiting. Circumstances can be overcomed. It's a matter of whether or not you want to. & your body language tells me you don't. Try harder.

Disappointments and fuckers go hand in hand. Indeed they make existance a "fine" one.

PW is one hell of a challenge. WOLS.

*LAUGHS

Good morning people :D I so love waking up from a dream looking like a DREAM. Hahaha, indeed lah Nas! No more looking like I have one big knot in my hair in the morning! Now i canjust shake my head a little and i'm all set to go on a date. HAHAHahaha. Poor Abdar. His gf here doesn't like to bathe. Eee. Royally sexy, i'm suure! I've disclosed too much, moving on.

Ok, so i feel like updating about my visit to some of my dad's long lost relatives houses yesterday because it's funny.

Makciks, are a whole lot of undeniably amusing species who are simple in thought and very kpo and kecoh. They smile at me, i smile back and the next thing i know, they are already planning my wedding with their son. It's hilarious.

Here's an example of how the conversation with one of them went. Of course, it happened in melayu.

Makcik: How old are you?
Me: 18.
Makcik: Oh... still schooling?
Me: Haha. A'ah.
Makcik: Where?
Me: Kat Bukit Batok.
Makcik: (makes the "YA ALLAH" face) Ye lah.. which school?
Me: (laughs to self) Millennia Institute
(and then most of the time i have to explain myself what the hell MI is)
Makcik: OHHHH (looking bored alr).. Makcik have one son you know!
Me: *Smiles slightly and raises eyebrows sophisticatedly- JUST KIDDING. I nervously laugh and say; "oh?", STUPIDLY.
Makcik: Tu dia! (points to son & at this point, the makcik species would either call them to come over or to spew out embarrassing stuff abt their sons to a stranger who is just amused and highly entertained by their antics)
Me: (laughing politely) Makcik... i'm too shy around boys, i don't know how to talk to them (looks down 'shyly', since my mother is close by- and i think she rolled her eyes when i said this)
Makcik: La... he's a very friendly boy!
Me: (then..i came up with a brilliant plan to save myself from this makcik) Makcik, I cannot cook! I cannot clean and i don't like kids!!!

Makcik would, typically at this moment, laugh uncertaintly and pat me on my shoulder. At loss for words, she then turns away and strikes up a conversation with some other people. I am thereby, left alone and obviously husbandless for the next few years or even decades to come! Nobody would want me by then. I can just picture it. HUH.

Come on la. I'm too young and too selfish anyway. Why would i want their sons *restraints myself from critisizing the way they look and calling them names and all at this point*??

Makcik makcik, kamu semua ini sungguh kelakar... nauzubillah!

And my cousin's cat is gorgeous. I'm smitten by that "kitten"!

'eid

Ok, yesterday was a food fest. I ate alot of prawns. And my grandmother's ayam masak merah wasn't merah, it was brown but it tasted better than the common red variety. haha. I think when it's my turn to cook, i'll make sure i add alot of vege side dishes because... I'm totally constipated. HAIYAA. Malay food, not enough fibre, definitely.

& this morning, had MacDonalds. Of all the food.

over & then it starts again

And i thought knowing would motivate me to work harder. Little did i know that laziness grips and hangs on to you like an iron fist.

Ouch.

This year, i discovered new depths of futility. This year, i found out what it feels like to plunge into painful, honest sadness. This year, i realised what the phrase "cry your eyes out" really meant.

What a year. Guess what?

It's not even over yet. Feels like it'll never end.

Nevertheless, i have alot to be thankful for (note: this totally does NOT include the frizzy, ugly hair inherited from my mother).

beaming for puffs!

Yesterday night, i was an extremely happy girl. All because of CREAM PUFFS. Abdar delivered it to me close to 11 and i swear at that moment there's no where else i'd rather be than under my block, stuffing my face with Beard Papa's Puffs, with him, of course (:

It's crazy how easily pleased i am. I felt like shooting through the sky when i saw him running to me with the bag of puffs. They tasted incredible. It's like the Lamborghini of all cream puffs lah i think- or maybe i just haven't found better. I was so touched... It's like as if he knew i've been dreaming of cream puffs during my 18 hr sleeping marathon, *say awwwwh!

Who can resist this?? My total weakness (exclusively ONLY with Abdar eh)

Guess what i wanna eat now?

BK, MAC, LJS AND KFC! Oh Pizza Hut too ok?
My gawd. I'm craving badly for fast food & junk food too. Let's hail the creator of crappy but fantastic tasting food like Skippy Grape Peanut Butter, for example. Oh what would we do without you!

sixth

Sometimes, it seems like all i've felt is disappointment and frustration. And it truly isn't supposed to be this way. I can't help but think; is this all worth it?

Ours may not be a beautiful love story. It'll never be perfect nor enviable even. That doesn't make it any less inferior. No less spectacular even. That's my opinion anyway.

Ours is a collection of events, patched up to become a quilt that i'll probably keep forever. Yes, forever.

Of course it's worth it.

already very much well rested & in deep thought.

Delicate but indestructable. Beauty enduring- the profile of love everlasting.

I can only hope that i'm able to recognize this crazy little thing called love when it comes knocking on my doorstep.

To miss it completely would only be incredibly foolish.

Welcome back, nas

A brand new start. I guess i just needed a brand new blank space; one that is not tarred with embarrassing entries. A brand new piece of canvas i can destroy with new entries, new thoughts, new ideas and of course new embarrassments. I've changed, and i think so must my blog. I no longer want to read about Alex, Zul, that horrible prom night and all my bitchy rantings that i previously wrote. That's all in the past. After all, i'm living out a better present here; or so i'd like to believe.