Infidelity.

Sombre as it may be, it does not necessarily have to be a tragedy. If you never left anything, or anyone for that matter- how can you have room in your life for something new? Naturally, to move on is infidelity- to your previous loved one, to the past, to old notions of oneself.

Perhaps everyday should contain at least one deliberate and essantial act of infidelity or necessary betrayal. It would be an optimistic, hopeful act, guaranteeing belief in the future- a declaration that things can not only be different but better too.

Infidelity is just an excuse, like any other excuses.

I think i never want to leave you because i'm afraid, and i hope you won't too.