Thanks for not leaving me alone, friends.

Oh wow.

I'm actually one of those girls who has an ex-boyfriend now. I is very sad about that, because i still is loving him very very deeply.

But, i guess life goes on, and so that is why i went to grab breakfast with Farah A at West Coast and we just walked around this morning. I'm at her place now, chatting with other school skippers. HAHA.

Today, i tried to climb the pyramid rope thing, did my "shuttle run" like an idiot. I guess, you know, i may not be that gorgeous but i can still attract a few admiring glances- sadly it's only my face because the rest of me is so not worth noticing, like at all. Haha. Stangers talked to me at Mac. I must have looked very pitiful or something.

Farah can climb like a monkey. Haha. I was dead amused. I love her very much. And you know what's funny, how i received condolences from dear dear friends.

Oi dear people, Abdar is NOT dead la. We just broke up, that's all. It's tough, but i'll survive (:

And he was a fantastic bf. The next girl who gets him is very very lucky, because he'll make sure he loves you more, okay? Don't settle for any less from him, ok? (This is my message to Abdar's future gf, assuming that i found out and that it's been quite some time after my healing process. LOL) We had a wonderful run for ten months together and everybody knows that good things come to an end faster than you want it to, so yea.

Hey, Abdar, if you still do come by and read, i still hope that we can somehow work things out. I absolutely have no hard feelings towards you. oh right, you know this already. Ha ha ha.