I enjoyed being your girlfriend, Abdar dear and believe me, nobody else can do it quite like i do; all the love and devotion. You were honestly unyielding and sacred to me.
But we're friends now. I'm coming to terms with that. I hope your future girlfriend's better than i am (actually that's a lie but i don't wanna come across as an insanely jealous psycho) but i know you won't parade her in front of the world just to show me up because you're way too nice and lovely-this i know for sure.
There's one thing i didn't manage to do, which i kinda fantasized about (i never told Abdar this); I've always dreamt about putting on his rugby jersey to sleep or to watch one of his games & supporting him in his jersey...but i never got the chance to! But nevermind, MI jerseys are not very exclusive anyway. Anything that makes you feel better lahh, Nas.
One a lighter note; I LOVE YOU TGs, for just being there and providing much appreciated girly hugs and heart-to-hearts and lovely text messages which kept me from feeling too lonely. Specially also to Nadyra Peng and our little History consultation, which i needed so badly!
By the way, i no longer have interest in boys- well, at least for the moment. Leave me be trying to pick up the pieces first, okay. Exercise some consideration.
To end,
But we're friends now. I'm coming to terms with that. I hope your future girlfriend's better than i am (actually that's a lie but i don't wanna come across as an insanely jealous psycho) but i know you won't parade her in front of the world just to show me up because you're way too nice and lovely-this i know for sure.
There's one thing i didn't manage to do, which i kinda fantasized about (i never told Abdar this); I've always dreamt about putting on his rugby jersey to sleep or to watch one of his games & supporting him in his jersey...but i never got the chance to! But nevermind, MI jerseys are not very exclusive anyway. Anything that makes you feel better lahh, Nas.
One a lighter note; I LOVE YOU TGs, for just being there and providing much appreciated girly hugs and heart-to-hearts and lovely text messages which kept me from feeling too lonely. Specially also to Nadyra Peng and our little History consultation, which i needed so badly!
By the way, i no longer have interest in boys- well, at least for the moment. Leave me be trying to pick up the pieces first, okay. Exercise some consideration.
To end,
Suckin' too hard on your lollipop oh, love's gonna get you down.
We all know that.
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