Could have, should have, would have. Ifs, buts and maybes.

I should stop being selfish and think about what he must be going through. So what if my plans for us from long ago couldn’t come through, because circumstances didn’t allow it to happen? I'll just hafta make new ones, right? Sounds simple, but the deliberation that was put into my decision was immense. Myabe some other time, when there's not a single intervention.

I was listening to Bonnie & Clyde;

If I was your girlfriend
I'll be there for you, if somebody hurt you
Even if that sombody's me
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be
And so I put this on my life
*Nobody or nothing will ever come
between us
And I promise I'll give my best
my love and my trust if
you was my boyfriend
Put this on my life
The air that I breathe in, all
that I believe in
I promise I'll share my life
my love and my trust if
you was my boyfriend

*Not applicabe here.

How very true, on my part, here's from me, to you.