It just sucks to be carrying around extra luggage of the past things that you've bought that just didn't work out, or didn't last.
The good things in life are fast depleting. I need to get rich fast. I won't die poor. Dammit.
Metaphors. Go figure.
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I hate it when disgusting people bug me. You just go jump down the twentieth storey when you're sad, okayyy. Cause can't you see that i seriously don't give a flying fuck whether or not you live or die???! I'd rather talk to books and walls and die a poor sick woman than to be caught going out with YOU ever again. You know, when guys/boys/"men" go on and on about how lonely they are and all that shit, i feel like just saying; THEN GO DEAL WITH IT YOUR-FUCKING-SELF. What makes you think that i want to talk to YOU? Cause you think i'm lonely? Yea, well, i'm not exactly desperate for company, okay. Like i said, i have gown accustomed to being by myself BECAUSE I CAN STAND BEING ALONE WITH JUST ME. So if even YOU can't stand being around yourself, what makes you think i want to be around you??? I may be psycho sometimes, but i still make very rationale decisions, thankyouverymuch. I'm very selfish when it comes to people i just don't care about. It's just difficult to care when you don't. You can't pretend to care because then you'll just end up being very fake and i'd rather pull your intestines out than to suffer a phone convo with you. At least you'll die and end both our miseries and yeah well, alot of other people's too.
Sheesh. Where did all that come from? I have got to be a nicer person, one with alot more patience. Dear Allah, please make me more patient to deal with all the people i hate. Why did you make so many hateful people? Or maybe its actually just me. In that case, can you make me a much better person? Thank you.
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