Honestly, i'm afraid to be caught in a situation whereby i put my arms around your neck, like i used to do eons ago and look at your face, trying my hardest to search for some form of familiarity. I'm terrified at the thought of finding none at all.
What if one day i look at you full in the face, right in the eyes...and there it is, as clear as ever, the fact that you're long gone. You're just looking back at me politely, coolly and a little sadly from some other place, in the future where things are brighter and happier for you. Then what?
I guess that will be my cue to just leave, even if i don't want to. Who knows, maybe it already happened.
I think i'll just stay in today and miss my final year of celebrating Racial Harmony Day as a school event. Big deal.
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