I simply cannot account for this dire lack of motivation in me when it comes to work. It's just so tough to sit down and get work done. I seem to find every little thing a distraction (even when I lock my hp up and pretend to swallow the key).
Yesterday, when I sat down and promised myself 2 hours of solid econs revision... I ended up going to the toilet to pee more than seven times. It's ridiculous. Even my body is vehemently rejecting the very notion of work. And if I wake up at 3 am (or so) to study, I'd sneeze myself crazy. And then I'd be too tired to so anything anymore, after all that violent sneezing. I sneezed my nose off!
And so today, here I am, unable to bring myself to school. I'll go. Later. Maybe, maybe not.
It's so weird. I can attend Lit lectures, any lecture, actually, with utmost passion (yeah yeah yeah, haha) but when it comes down to doing my own work, a 2 year old potty-trained kid has got more discipline in her teeny finger than I have in my whole being. It's killing me! I should stay off from the net. But then I already have no TV :(
And I just need to friggin blog. I'd get a cardiac arrest if i don't. I swear.
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