Monday, September 15, 2008

fatties vs thinnies


I have a paper in awhile... but I don't know. It doesn't seem that important anymore. Haha. Because hey, IT'S JUST THE PRELIMS WHAAAT.

Yesterday I shopped at Centerpoint's MNG and robinsons. My mom had the sudden urge to buy things and this occurance is VERY RARE.

I learned a few things about myself. I dropped a few sizes everywhere and i mean everywhere!!! While it is fantastic news to be able to fit into size 'S' and the occasional 'XS', it is not nice to be told that i need a much smaller _ _ _ size. Oh well, there are always trade-offs i suppose.

Do you know why I'm so obsessed with losing weight? Because I've noticed that people generally have become much much MUCH nicer to me ever since I've lost weight, not that i'm thin now or anything like that... but i'm no longer huge. Size "XL", i hope will stay as Renaissance history for me. Being smaller makes a significant improvement to my daily life, really. I get much better and more attentive service at restaurants and shops and barristas give me extra chocolate chips! So yeah, therefore, there is a solid correlation between "thin" and "sweeter life". Less doors will close on you that way. Yes, it's sad to have found out that our parents have been lying to us all this while... saying it's the inside that matters. Who cares about the inside if the outside is repulsive. People only start taking an interest in the inside if the outside is appealing enough in the first place. And i know that there are very appealing plus sized girls and guys around. They are just really cute and bubbly! Now, this is where the inside comes in to further complement the outside. Sometimes it can, work wonders!

I think you have to be thin and nice (meaning down-to-earth and acts like a regular person who does not discriminate against fat people publicly) to reap the full scale of social benefits. If one is all hoity-toity and thinks that everybody is to fall at his/her feet... or has such a high, unrealistic regard for herself, then forget it, you've just condemned yourself to social hell, yes, no matter how skinny and gorgeous one presumes one's self to be. Hell, baby, means nobody really likes you for the person you've cultivated yourself to be. And this, I think, is ten thousand times worse than being fat.

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