I've always been an all-or-nothing kinda girl, esp
when it comes to dealings with the opposite sex.
I already have fantastic gfs, so why bother
with guyfriends too? But perhaps, as you get older, it's
better to surround yourself with all types of people.
All-or-nothing is a tad bit too demanding of me, don't you think?
A guy's input can give you a fresh new perspective on things.
And gays are fun. Cause they're gay, happy :)

On a depressing note; uni seems like sucha long shot away.
I've just failed history badly. I don't know. Maybe I won't even
have to worry about friends because from the looks of it, I'm not
gonna have any left soon. No one wants to associate with failures.
What if i can't afford to meet up with friends because they wanna
have lunch at expensive restaurants in future... they will all be
successful, you see. *shudders. Don't mistake me,
I'd be extremely happy for their success, no doubt about that
but it's just that I'll be that sad ole charity case.
It'll be an extremely uncomfortable situation.
Like that episode I watched on F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
*more shuddering