Anyway, I like this song, by Jason Mraz. It's infinitely, sexily, lets-roll-in-the-mud-and-pee kinda "clean". Don't judge me! I fell in love with the tune - and only after that did i realise what the song is all really about. After that, there's no backing out cause the tune's stuck in my head. Mraz's lyrics are always very complicated (yet still disarming) so in my head it's all doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-dut-dut and no words, at all. It's so hard to remember the lyrics! Ok, i'm rambling.
Butterfly - Jason Mraz
Taking a moment just imagining
that i'm dancing with you
I'm your pole and all you're
wearing is your shoes
You've got soul,
you know what to do to turn me on
until I write a song about you
And you have
your own engaging style,
you've got the knack to vivify
And you make my
slacks a little tight,
you may unfasten them if you like
That's if you crash and spend the night
Anyway, I can type on the computer with my eyes close now! I've always wanted to do that.
I want to blog about alot of things... But i can't seem to find the drive or desire to regale my tales of nothinacities (it's not even a word so dont bother checking out the meaning) here on broccolee anymore.
My deepest fear is to go on a date and come across as a total and complete bore.
How is one supposed to avoid making this irreversible mistake? Sometimes you're just nervous, right? And you don't want to say the wrong things so you end up keeping mum, and instead come across as all self-conscious. Sometimes you just don't agree and you want to speak out and present your point but you're just too afraid to antagonize and come across as all pushy, (I've been accused of being pushy one time too many so i'm trying to be less aggressive ok... work with me here!) demanding and just plain hard to get along with!
So after all that effort i put in trying not to do what people in general don't like me to do, I end up being a bore. Hrumph. I'd rather be obese/pimply/ugly...whatever else really; JUST NOT BOOORING.That's a big blow to my teeny tiny ego, seriously. I'm overreacting, aren't I? Hahaha.
I miss working! I miss waking up and knowing where I have to go and what I have to do for the day. I like routine! It feels stable. OMG THAT'S IT. I AM INDEED, OFFICIALLY A BORE. Whatdyaknow. You learn something new each day :)
5 comments:
you can't please everyone, just be yourself, thats the most important thing.
hey i guess we both have something in common now (apart from the 'lee' bit), we like routines and we are boring people! i feel good knowing im not alone.
anws, i love mraz songs, pple say he's gay/bi? but what the hell, im in it for his music! and yes butterfly is a naughty song, perfect for doin' it, love it!
ps: since you don't have any new posts, i shall resort to back-tracking. i dont know why i keep coming back here!? you know?
You know, you missed my new post by about an hour. But really, i appreciate you reading my entries, very very much :)
Thanks yeah. And maybe you keep coming back cause you like me! Awww. Hahaha, that sounded so primary school! Kidding la.
All hail boring people! Routine shapes days. And it makes you feel like you're doing something worthwhile, right? But maybe a little spontaneity wouldn't hurt either.
you're welcome. and the pleasure's mine really.
haha pri sch? i like u, u like me? heh. will it be too soon to admit the liking, or should i save it for later? anws it's no harm coming back often to get to know the author more, right?
uh huh, hail boring boring ball bearing! (ignore that) you're right but i think i'm too comfy in my comfort zone sometimes. as far as spontaneity goes, this here is me stepping out of my bubble. it's so random that even im befuddled. but i'd like to think things happen for a reason. dont you agree?
sometimes things just happen for the sake of happening and other times, they happen for a reason. Quite troublesome since u gotta look for a reason, u see - I think that's why most people just give up looking. And then aft that believe that things don't happen at all for them!
Haha. I believe in making things happen :)
in other words, just go with the flow. ;)
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