Plenty happened in such a compact amount of time & i really just don't know where to begin. It's all so surreal and just, well, i'm still in the process of digesting it all. I'd probably keel over & dehydrate to death in the midst of trying to record it all down. I'm not even talking about the worldly woes, no, just those in my own personal world. I'm scared. I guess?
I'm hi-lighting some things, for my own future reference and if you happen to read then yay, i've just shared with you too :) Don't worry, just the light, fluffy stuff which i will forget in time... since unhappiness seems to be more impressionistic anyway. Happiness just simply pales in comparison. Maybe its just me?
1) Shit can weigh up to 600g, you know?! I'm looking at the process of shitting in wonderment & awe. Does it mean that we carry the waste around all day until it finally decides to discharge itself from the respective designated outlets (ass/anus/pee-hole etc)?
2) I am addicted to my new digital weighing machine & i wish it shows my weight up to 3 dec places. I weigh myself everytime after i drink water & after i leave the toilet and i think about weighing myself when i'm out too. Gawd. I am veh-rhee seeeek in ze 'ead.
3) My journalism course was super duperly fantabulous... except that i didn't meet any guys- because THERE WERE NONE. So much for meeting some guy who shares my interest. I was so looking forward to journalistic sex (read: after holy matrimony, with lots of karma sutra copies... for a feature article on it afterwards)!!!! Nevertheless, the ladies i met are wonderful! Meeting new people, regardless of age, language, religion and most importantly... REGARDLESS OF GENDER can be such a delightful experience, if you just open up and take them all in- just try not to be too judgemental, too fast, too soon. I definitely learnt not to be, this time around. I'm very proud of my first act of perceived "maturity" as a 19-year-old. Heh.
4) I love my sisters so much & i hope nothing will harm them, ever. Only i am allowed to inflict any sort of pain on them, sigh. (elaboration denied)
5) I like being alone but i can't stand it if my hp gets lonely. How now brown cow.... wahlao!
I'm dead beat. Haven't been sleeping at all. No wonder i'm getting heavier man. The best way to lose weight is to sleep everytime ur hungry. Really...truly, madly, deeply. Go ponder, it really makes sense.
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