Extensive to-do list

• I need to sort myself out.

• I need to establish and earn my place in this world. Question is, how, and doing what?
  

• I need to quit blindly going out with people. The feeling of wanting to leave in the middle of every meeting is slowly eating me up inside. And it will also work against my reputation in future.

• I need to quit wanting to marry everybody I meet. Cause that's just sick. I can’t go:

  Ok, he’s funny and he likes me. He doesn’t have any moles and I’ve been talking to him for the past 15 mins and not once did I feel bored, or am I not feeling bored because I’m here thinking all these out while he’s babbling about something completely redundant? What is he saying? Yadda yadda snap snap all guys just love talking about themselves don’t they? Lucky this one haven’t got a sucky voice. Meh, can’t be help. Oh, he drives his daddy’s beemer. Will do. Oooh, and is that a Mont Blanc pen, nicee, he’s got papers to sign, he’s got taste. OKAY, helllooo soulmate. Ok but that just means that I'm not really interested. Which sucks cause I am so lonely (haha haha)
  

• I need to get that Mahina L in 3 years time, tops. No, don’t be an idiot, I am not gonna SAVE up for it. I think I’ll make enough to blow it all on one of the objects of my desire (at least this one i can buy lorh. Grr)
  

• I need to visit a dentist.

• I need to know my A’level results. Like NOW. So I can decide where to go from point zilch.

Okay, i haven't got concrete priorities. Boo.

Sometimes I feel like this is about as good as it gets for me. But I am determined to make sure that twenty years down, I won’t look back and say, “Oh damn, the best years of my life are gone… and they sucked.”

Toodles. I’m attending this media session with my colleagues and it will be fun. I will enjoy the function. Or even if I don’t, there’s still the canapés. Just open up your mind and you’ll be surprised just how much you’ll learn. Or, who you'll meet!