Can you pack the rest of my happiness in a doggy bag, to go?

I'm just tired of having things being seemingly fine at the beginning, making me think that i'm settling in and everything, only to have the cosmic forces of this universe click one button and change everything as i'm beginning know it. Hey, I'm already being as adaptable as I possibly can but I swear, i cannot adapt to drastic changes every few weeks! This is beyond unfair. How fast am i expected to learn? How much faster am I expected to let go and adopt something new? Stop mind-fucking me already.

I think this is one hell of a year. It's worse than the last. Because at least last year, I got used to my misery. But this year? WOW. I get overly suspicious at every stab of delight. At the rate things are going, it's better to stay down. On the ground. Everytime I pick myself up I get slammed down anyway. TIRED OKAY.

And i wish she'd stop calling him Baby. Ish. Bukan awak punya!

Oh, anyway, my weekend was peppered with lots of girly company :) I can never seem to have a co-ed group of friends. WHYYYYYY?? Yeah I can see how this question will only piss off Brian.

EDITED @ 12.14am, 18th Aug 09//

I forgot to add that my weekend was fantastic. I really must dwell on the brighter spots in life, right?

Attended Eunice's 20th and Diah's 21st Liberation Party! You have no idea how happy I am, to have gotten to know Fath, Diah, Farisha and Juraidah a wee bit better after our MI days! And even Fath's brother too. Haha... you know what, Fath, I still dunno his name, since you introduced him to everyone as your chaperone/your no-life brother. HAHAHA.

So cheers to a more fulfilling life ahead, after your teenhood, babes. No more bad hair, no more oily break-outs, no more of all those adolescent crappy-ohs. Say hello to road tax, income tax and make sure you buy enough insurance to cover everything. Take no chances. Oh and and, in future, when you both have like birth certificates to show off, don't forget to invite the whole lot of us over for your baby shower, set? Omg, don't I give the best advice?? I hope you both had fun looking through the scrapbooks :)

P/S: Diah, I saw my face in the one they made for you too! LOL.


Gambar-gambar all up on my Mukabuku (Facebook, hahaha cracks me up) ya!

Eeee fugg remind me never to chop of hair again. PLEASE. I wanna keep it long. *promises self again*