And sometimes you feel like reaching out, yet knowing all the while it won't work out... but still tried anyway... only to fail and feel rejected all over again. It gets to me.
I still miss A sometimes. I don't think it's because I haven't moved on. It's a whole lot of dissatisfaction with how things between us had to turn out. It would be a lot more pleasant if we can be friends, if our efforts had actually produced something worthwhile, rather than nothing at all.
DAH HABIS.
11 comments:
alamak. chill ah babe!
Aiya we have eilena's class on Monday! I is very very sad. I only like shaw hong :(
eileena is ok what... she's a bit stern but nice lady i think. the one i dont like is jeffery.
There's no future in nostalgia;
Only mutations and repetition
Existent in the wombs of consciousness
Burst asunder at the crack of the hour
There is no future in nostalgia.
:)
Do you know... that both of you are called "Jay"? Haha. Jay, sweetie, meet Jay man... the one i don't really know!
LOL. Say HI, cepat!
Anw, jayman, I like the short poem. Is that what it is?
And Jay, ok laa... maybe eilena is nice. & you cannot be evil and hate boring people.
Hi!! *waves* ;) Its just a play of words, what i'd refer to it as.. I certainly found it useful to galvanise myself out of disillusionment..
right so 2 jays isn't that bad... from the look of it... both of us are awesome!
jayman... how's it going. you can call me jay-bulous.
Not very well actually. Piles of articles to read and topics to research on. In a word: s***ty.. Haha..Nice to meet you mate! How's life treating u?
Jay
oh life's been fab. not too bad with school though. loving all the lil adventures we get into everyday.
you doing ok there? sounds like someone need a major drink or something!
jaybulous
I'm so glad that the jayss are getting along so well :)
Hang in there with the work load, jayman. You signed up for it, so a slave to it you shall be!
Jaybulous: Haha.. I need a major vacation.. Oh Nas, aren't we all slaves in this very contradictory social life? In your case, you're doing something exciting; in mine, its disillusioning.. ;)
J
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