Archiving insecurites.

Jay asked me today (yes, with much flair), "NAS, you have soo many blogs?? Why?"

Yeah I have more than 4 known blogs and some unknown ones (yeah even to me, sometimes, cause I forget passwords and stuff) I know, psychotic much?

Truth be told, I always feel rather dumb when I write everything down on my blog, for all to see. That explains all the re-posting, vigorous editting, deleting, archiving and exporting all my entries in a frenzy.

Broccolee's the one thing I find so damn hard to let go off. Mainly cause I've met so many great people through blogging! Regardless of how fleeting, like over a few tag replies... or strangers turned friends/flings...

Without Broccolee/slushiepuss, I'd never have met Faiz Guy B (whose name fascinated me from the very start... who then led me to others like Diana, Nish and for awhile Abd - all of whom wrote very interesting material!) I'd never have gotten to know Brian a bit better... and Sheela, Theresa and others with similar shopping tastes and interests like Kate and her sister! Many delightful emails shared between us, eh? Plus of course, how can I forget Khai, right? Who gave me the best month of my life (followed by months of much sorrow and self loathe afterwards). Also, broccolee helped me stay in touch with people I met breifly abroad, like the Thai guy who recently emailed me to ask me if I knew of any places he could rent for his daughters who're studying here.

So yess, there's no way, I could just store all of it away on a separate blog and pretend that those archives belong to someone distant (regardless of how embarassing or hurtful certain entries are). They're all mine and thus, they have been restored to their proper home and place.

Anyway, I've just gotten myself a new obsession; reblogging on tumblr. Homg it's so awesome! No wonder Syida does it ;)

P/S: You see what I mean?? I overwrite and over-post on Broccolee.
P/P/S: We blew bubbles at Singapore Art Museum's courtyard today - THANKS ZOE!