2010's debut

It surprises me, how I haven't already posted an entry this year. It's been what... 4 days, since we all ushered in the new year, filled with diabolical hopes of "a better everything" without changing yesterday's habits. How typical.

Let's see, I can't complain so far. Been having pretty light-headed, happy days. Carefree too, I must say. Really do not regret my decision to wean myself off every kind of responsibility that you can imagine, for the past month and a half. With only the occasional deadline, been pretty much stuffing my face with sweets and treats of all sorts the rest of the time. Actually, that's not true. I like my snacks salty. Hurr.

So, i have a few questions and worries that I hope can be answered by the end of this year. I have issues that i hope can be resolved and bad habits that should be ideally abandoned... all by the end of this current year. It sounds ambitious.

Truth be told, I can't be bothered to shake off the bad habits. I like my pessimism. It makes me an exaggerated kind of realist. It keeps me on my toes, ready to pounce and say, "I BLOODY KNEW IT!!! YOU SUCK. IT SUCKS, IT ALL SUCKS. AND I SUCK".

Tragic.

So... QUESTIONS...

x Will i be falling in love this year? (HOPE NOT!)

x Will this be the year I actually lose 5 kg? (If i'm not too lazy)

x Will it all come together and make more sense to me?

x Will i be good this year? (HEHE)

x Will school mean something more to me?

x Will i finally just settle with the decisions I've made already??

Okay, fine... these questions barely scratch the surface of the others that I truly do want answered. Life's one never ending exam paper anyway and I don't want to bother answering all those questions in sequence. Am not a stickler for order. Shall skip my way through it, and just see it all unravel.

I can feel optimism starting to show... be careful, that's uncharted territory. Then again, it could be fun.