It's too fucking hard.

I miss being all by myself in a world where if I'm pleased, then everybody's pleased :)

Times where I don't care if anybody else is unhappy as long as I'm happy (or sometimes when I'm being mean, their unhappiness is directly proportionate to my happiness). Oh good gooood times.

Anywayyy, I feel like running to Farah's house later after work. Or rather, try running. I might not even make it la.