Closure, almost

So today, i went to NUS's open house. Like many other open houses that i've been to, i still don''t quite get my purpose of attending such events. Is it supposed to spur an interest or something? I can't quite figure it out. And even with an insider bringing me around NUS's campus, we still pretty much went around in circles, ha ha. Transport routes confuse the hell outta me, among many other things. Had smoothies and fig&olive afterwards with him (Luqman), who seriously can sometimes make me feel dumb and sound dumb and sometimes inaudible too because the stuff that i say are of course, not worth hearing. But that's okay, i guess he's entitled to some superiority (he doesn't do it on purpose, lol). Talked about people and people and more people. People.

It set me thinking about all the different types of people out there that i've yet to encounter. Problem with me is, most times I just don't bother getting to know people deeper than what's necessary, beneath the superficiality and all that. Maybe i'm afraid. People come with a whole lot of emotional baggage & you can choose who to care for and who to keep away from. That's one good thing about people. Somehow though, they all always end up leaving.

After the chat with Abdar yesterday, i have to say, things are being put into better perspective. I think we've managed to handle it pretty well, yes? Quite maturely too. You are one hell of a special person to me.

FINE i may have acted like a freak but that's our secret, okay friends?