I gave myself this one week holiday to recover.

This is probably the first time i've set a dateline for myself and actually managed to acheive my goal; which was of course, to start focusing on school again and push all thoughts of Abdar aside. I wanted to do this by Friday, 14/3/08 (i told Pei Meng this and he constantly reminded me to perservere and stick to my plan- for my own good) & i think i was successful :D Friday night, i started to try reading Cold War again. The relief of feeling more or less normal again is amazing, i swear. I won't say i'm completely over it, but i'll be fine.

There was this couple standing on the crowded bus today. The girl was leaning on his chest, breathing in her bf's t-shirt. I smiled thinking about how i used to do that a whole lot.

Details don't matter we both paid the price
Nothing can compare to one's first true love
So i hope this will remind you;
When it's for real it's "forever"
So don't forget about US.