Tried & tested

I'm very tired of my temporary job.

The best part is that it's a temporary position, which means that i can leave anytime. Or alternatively, be asked to leave.

Nobody'll be affected. They can easily find someone else to write whitepapers and I'll just be on my way, to try other things. New might not necessarily be better but hey, you won't know till you try.

Sure it's been a great temporary stint which i thought was going to be wonderful... but apparently, the novelty only lasted for awhile. I get that. And i also get that the contributions i made are just too tiny to be remembered and if i ever decide to comeback, they might not even keep any of my records. Moreover, they will probably never want me to come back. Especially not after someone else's filled my temporary position, making it their own permanent one.

Nevertheless, i've found a friend in some and that's just great. What more can i ask? I ought to be thankful that i managed to learn so much in such a short amount of time. Believe me, i am. Thank you for teaching me so much.

Don't ask me what happened to my interest, it just wavered and ended, with a putt-putt.

Hmmm so what should i do? I don't dare let the anybody know of my reluctance, just yet, cause i feel safe here.