unthinkable, trying to strike a deal with the Almighty - a place in
the local university and I wouldn't even complain if I get fat, lonely
and unhappy. Lousy deal but its the only thing that i really need now.
It sucks when you know that your grades are acceptable, just that
somehow, they don't want you. Maybe it's karma. Or maybe some people
are just born to be rejected. Suck it up. I was so sure that I was
gonna screw up A's so I made all sorts of plans but after getting my
results, I just narrowed everything down to those two. And everything
is backfiring.
Plus, I just realized that I blew my supposed driving lesson funds on
Greece. Two weeks will pass, just like that and all I have to show for
it are a couple of indulgent photos. It's a consolation that money can
be replenished, unlike say, intangible stuff like warm fuzzy feelings.
I smartened up a little, this past week. No amount of decadent
jewellery, beautiful scenery and travelling can compare to that simple
spot of bliss I stumbled on earlier this year.
Haha I give up. Maybe if I quit looking for signs & directions, and
just sit in one place and stare at the sky, something'll come through.
Please let it be school.
Sent from my iPod, Lola Smokah
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