more choices

LaSelle's art management?

or

to deviate completely and study law (my childhood ambition) with the University of London?

or

go directly into journalism with Monash?

With a law degree, more doors will open, art management will probably be something i would really enjoy and yet... at the end of the day I want to write. Maybe I can write about law related issues?

My problem is committing to a choice. It's a problem because I don't know how much I want it in the first place. Can I really make a choice and stick to it 100%? Why would I pay so much for a private degree... doing a similar course which is offered by NUS/NTU right? What relavance would my degree have in our market then? A law degree, on the other hand... would allow me to branch out afterwards - into compliance, litigation and even journalism. Question is, will I be able to handle it? I died studying History, what makes me think I can get a decent law degree?

And lately, my attention span is two weeks, at most. Goodness, I must be the flakiest person alive. I'm just writing it all down. Hopefully it'll make more sense.

Happy Birthday to my Dad. We don't get along famously. But thank you for allowing me to make my own choices, giving me plenty of space to do what i want, always. I know you hate it when I go out and we always fight but yet you're still nice enough to not give up on me (I also know that despite everything you still think I'm smart... right or not abah? hahaha) I don't know what to say but I guess that's okay... because nobody knows me like you and mama. My horrible habits (the boys, sleeping till noon or later, never lifting a finger to mop the house/cook/dust our crystal vases and many more) and everything, yet still putting up with them... Filial piety is my worst quality but lets all hope and pray that I'll redeem myself one day.