Haven't been updating as regularly either. Half of April's gone and I've only posted two entries. This is very rare. I used to blog almost daily. Ha. Must be the age.
Been keeping myself busy with a whole range of new projects, on top of school work and my freelancing. Get this: I'VE OFFERED TO VOLUNTEER MY TIME AND WEEKENDS. With A Seed: A Series of Underground Art. It's very process oriented, as I was told, many many times. I think I'm gonna really enjoy, just watching how people work. And working alongside my brilliant classmates, of course!
Applied for internships too. I think I want my internship to feel right, this time. First, I need to sort out what I want to learn. And more importantly, how badly I want to learn these things. Julie says we should work for free. I am seriously considering that. I need feel concrete passion about something. Maybe some people just don't have a natural affinity toward something. Maybe my passion will be a calculated decision. Or maybe I'll just con myself into feeling passionate about something. Why not?
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All I know is that, I cannot wait to see this particular boy tomorrow (and express how passionate i am about him, with what little I have left in my stampeded soul) and just hope that... I'll allow myself to be a dead fish; just go with the flow. I refuse to be the one dying in the midst flow. If I'm going with the flow, I better be already dead.
I really cannot wait to see him.
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