Graphs and figures

You may not be nitrogen in the pie chart of my life but you're getting pretty close to oxygen... Though sometimes I feel that we need to hold back and be just little carbon dioxide atoms floating in the air.

But this is not math, I CANNOT QUANTIFY. Even if I feel like calculating how much you've become a part of my everyday I can't. You're not an expenditure. Neither should this be thought of as an investment. Necessity? Are you? You shouldn't be. This should never be about dependency or convenience.

I know what this is like; luxury. It's a luxury to be able to spend time together. And it's only possible to indulge in luxury when one has the capacity to do so. So do I really? Do I have the capacity to allow myself to get emotionally involved? And if I run into a deficit... Would I ever be able to rise above it?