It really seems like the harder i try to be positive and make things fine... the more things will be determined to go wrong.
Enough already. I'm really not that strong to keep trying to make things right. I'm not that strong to keep planning and planning and PLANNING only to have everything taken away. It's not fair that i'm being made to start over and over again.
Maybe it's the universe telling me to look at other options.
Or maybe i shd just fuck hope and look for solutions to pre-empt every kinda problem. Do you have any idea how tiring it is... To have back up plans for everything??
But it's better than having nothing, i realise. Because after almost 21 years... It's not wise to plunge into life without any kinda plan. We should go in with the full works: wet weather programme, well, everything! It's true. Sometimes in life, everything that could possibly go wrong really does go wrong!
Haha and right on cue, i just rubbed one side of my contacts out. Well done.
Sigh.
Enough already. I'm really not that strong to keep trying to make things right. I'm not that strong to keep planning and planning and PLANNING only to have everything taken away. It's not fair that i'm being made to start over and over again.
Maybe it's the universe telling me to look at other options.
Or maybe i shd just fuck hope and look for solutions to pre-empt every kinda problem. Do you have any idea how tiring it is... To have back up plans for everything??
But it's better than having nothing, i realise. Because after almost 21 years... It's not wise to plunge into life without any kinda plan. We should go in with the full works: wet weather programme, well, everything! It's true. Sometimes in life, everything that could possibly go wrong really does go wrong!
Haha and right on cue, i just rubbed one side of my contacts out. Well done.
Sigh.
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