Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Dear heart of mine

Knock knock. Are you still there?

I have no idea if i still feel things, the way I used to. I guess i'm just glad that i'm not hurting. That i'm happy. 

The other day Brendan asked me if i believed in the pursuit of happiness. Yes. Yes i pursue happiness, regardless of how momentary and fleeting. It seems to be all that really matters - which is where I guess I'm completely wrong.

What happened to pursuing spiritual fulfillment, Nas? No i don't seem to be dedicating even 1/5th of my days to make sure I pray. 

It's just... I know that's why i'm all over the place and nowhere, all at once.

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